Early on, the most difficult part of my NICU journey was having to go home alone. This was either going home alone whilst my wife was still admitted to hospital pre and post birth, but also when we had to go home and leave our little premature baby in the NICU each and every day, for 98 days straight!
I went through some pretty dark moments while at home by my self, and thought of things that I have never had to think of before, and never want to think about again.
I didn't quite know how to deal with the mental anguish I was facing.